Things Would Soon Be Different Now

Submitted anonymously by a submissive at Dominion.

I had been looking forward to this day. It was going to be a day like none other. A day for which I had been longing since the day She first mentioned it. I knew that things would soon be different now. I didn’t really know just how much, but I knew that they would soon be different.

My first time riding a bike without stabilisers; my first solo ride on a motorbike; the first time I got behind the wheel of a car; my first steep descent on a mountain bike, accompanied by my first “serious air” … and my first successful landing. The first time I jumped out of a plane when it was not on the ground … these experiences all ran through my mind as I pondered what life would be like by the end of today … Things would soon be different now.

I had been sent to bed early last night, yet I hardly managed to sleep. I had been instructed to shower and then return to my room naked to finish drying myself off. When I was completely dry I was so fit my shackles and plug and kneel at the side of my bed, get my cock hard, and then bring myself slowly towards an edge. Hovering close to the edge I was to continue stroking for 20 minutes without stopping and without cumming, reaching the edge at least four times during that period. Once I had completed my assignment I was to lock my cock away and snap the padlock closed.

I had two keys to the CB. One had been despatched a week ago, and the only remaining key that I had in my possession had been put into the post earlier in the day. I now had absolutely no means of removing the CB until I collected the first key from my destination the next day.

It seemed that I had been awake all night, although I knew I must have nodded off several times during the night, since I had had so many dreams of different ways that today would play out. I knew that I had been woken several times as my cock tried to escape its prison, but without success. This had only succeeded in making me even more aroused and excited as the night wore on, and by the time the alarm went off indicating that it was time to get up I found myself writhing and moaning and whispering Her name.

I rose quickly and after I had got dressed and ready I made a light breakfast. A strong coffee to bring my senses to full alert, and I checked that I had all I needed for my trip. I was not to take any house keys, phone, or wallet since I would not need any of those until after my trip. I took my ID and a plug (suitably fitted of course), and I was ready to face the day. Things would soon be different now.

I walked quickly along to the post office to arrive a few minutes after it had opened. I wanted to let the first few customers have time to be served and leave before I arrived – I didn’t want to have to meet anyone that I knew since I just knew that I would not be able to hold a sensible conversation with anyone today. I walked through the door and the post master noticed my arrival. He said “just one packet today” and motioned me across to the end of the counter. I thanked him quietly and walked quickly from the building.

Inside the package was a bus ticket, a rail ticket and a pass, along with a list of instructions for the journey I was to undertake, an address and a time I was to arrive. I felt my cock stir in its cage as I read through the instructions quickly and carefully. The bus was not long in coming, and the rest of the journey was uneventful. I arrived at my destination a little early. I was glad – I like to leave adequate time to arrive early just in case there is a travel delay. Today I certainly didn’t want to be late!!

I had time to think on the journey; to think of the events that had brought me to this day. I know that I am flawed and unworthy. I know that I make mistakes too often. I have felt and endured the pain and misery of realising that I have let Her down. Sometimes the punishment I receive helps me to forgive myself and to come to terms with my failure, often it does not. There was a time when I wanted to be the best sub I could possibly be. I no longer had that dream. Now, I was determined to be everything that She wanted.

I checked the address several times, and then went to sit at a café a short distance from my destination to have another drink. This time I chose a mineral water – I didn’t want anything to interfere with the feelings that I was experiencing; I was going to remember this day for the rest of my life – I didn’t want to miss a thing. I noticed a sign at an adjacent outlet and chuckled to myself as read the sign outside that advertised a special deal: a “sub of the day”.

The time approached, and I could feel my palms become clammy. I found myself getting to my feet and starting to walk towards my destination. I knew what was expected of me, and without the slightest hesitation I went to the door and rang the bell three times. Three short rings, and I waited. I am not sure how long I waited, but I knew that I was not to move until the door opened so I stood quite still. Finally I heard some footsteps getting louder as the approached, and my heart seemingly beating louder with each step too.

A hatch slid open and I passed my ID inside as I had been instructed, and waited as the door slowly opened. “We have been expecting you, please come on inside, and take a seat.” I was welcomed warmly into the entrance and quickly made to feel at ease. The Lady chatted with me for a few moments seemingly quite adept at helping me to relax.

After a few minutes, She indicated that it was time. Her demeanour turned to a more professional manner, and She informed me that She had my keys, which She would be giving to me after the procedure was completed. The Lady quickly assumed control of the next events; I knew that I was to do exactly as instructed as if it was my Mistress.

I followed Her through the doors into the building. I knew that today was the day. I knew that now was the time. I knew that this was the place where I was to be marked as the permanent property of my Mistress. Things would soon be different now.