Since My Release by Ashpan

Since the day of my release,

I've been knelt in the courtyard at the Dominion, unleashed.

watching and learning,

Becoming comfortable, just to be , no one spoke directly to me, other then a reply to the greeting I gave.

I realized i was alone in a crowd.

Strange erratic feelings, of insecurity and fear mixed with excitement and a compelling desire. lingered within me.

All shaky and confused, and my head in bits,

I felt like I was being watched, as if I was on display ,

and i was unsure if I should stay.

As I kneel on the floor, happy, to be permitted to be here, among the ladies, in their realm,

I hear a Mistress say my name and make conversation about a parade I was in,

my feelings did not deceive me as I looked up, into the face of the beautiful woman

now towering towering over me.

I was surprised anyone remembered me!

We talked a bit and she told me while I was free, she may have need of me, at times.

A smile came over my face , turning into a cheesy grin.

The only thing I could say and indeed the only thing I wanted to say was.

YES MISS,

slowly but surely, over the coming times I talked more and more and got to know people better.

Eventually I was taken by another Mistress, I was pleased , but it was short lived, an hour to be exact .

I knelt in the courtyard once more, with a defeatist attitude and I began questioning my submissiveness , I let my guard down and I let out a loud sigh,

everyone heard me.

At that Moment i was immediately under what seemed to be many microscopes, from the ladies on all sides of me , questioning me, making me question myself!.

I was requested to go to one of the Mistress's feet,

the Lady who had been watching me all this time, she gave me the honor of kneeling at her feet ,

Even though I was sad, I was happy to be there,

right there ,

right then .

Now, i'm knelt in the courtyard, leashed and owned under consideration.

I hope that I am good enough,

I hope I never let her down

I am yours!