Submitted by chattel Losee
for everybody else it is a game, for chattel - it isn't. it has been a whiner and now it's time for its punishment.
The court room is full, Miss Evangeline is reading the disclaimer, that this is for fun and should be taken lightly. She doesn't think about an insignificance exception, The beast.
The RL beast starts to shiver, all the boys that are put on trial wait in their places as he's inserted to a cage.
Beast mind starts to race, not knowing how long it will be when the Ladies will have enough of him and send him to bed.
When it's chattel turn to stand for trial it seems that the atmosphere changes. The boys lawyer does not seem to notice and tries to pull a joke as an excuse for chattel deeds. That seem to make matters allot worse for chattel.
when chattel tries to be expressive he's accused with being a whiner
and when he is silent he's a sleeper or spoiled. it seems that whatever he does he just can't make it right. but is it for real? is he such a loser? can he not become better even if he tried? or maybe it's just a part of the mind fucking game that is played on him. chattel feels he's trying very hard. when he doesn't it is noticeable and corrected immediately. chattel fears his punishments very much so he really tries. perhaps he doesn't try hard enough. Perhaps by definition it can never be enough.
The thought causes chattel a strong feeling of frustration. chattel is confused by whole of this penetrating so deeply into him and moving him genuinely.
All along the trial of chattel crowd is raging, chattel is being called names, laughed at and humiliated by crowd, judges are given original ideas of how he should be punished. Almost every time. The beast is shaking in RL, feeling so inferior.
The humiliated beast is in a state of shock and fear. At this point beast mind becomes numb, the technical lag ads to his confusion and he misses the verdict.
When his senses come back to him he finds himself back in the cell.
Feeling very submissive and very excited to this real evidence of his being so pathetic and laughable.
chattel fear and owe to his better fills him with desire to be useful. to become better for the next time. he likes his treatment harsh as it is, but also feel frustrated when his effort is not being appreciate. But would appreciation be good for him or maybe a turn off. chattel tries to focus just on himself, to concentrate at what he would like it to be like exactly, what would be most ideal for him. chattel can't tell anymore what he wants exactly. And what does he really need? The Superior Ladies know better than him.
Friday, February 19, 2010
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