Saturday, November 3, 2012
Anonymous Confession
Anonymous - due to my uber shyness :P
When i had learnt about being submissive, and my thanks to the Dominion.
When i was younger I experienced many occasions of uncertainty in that i wasn't sure as to what/who i was and felt things that alot of my friends hadn't seemingly felt or talked about, but i didn't know what this meant for "me" until fairly recently.
Certain signs had shown up to me in the past, Things such as:
1.) The way i acted around Ladies, wanting to please them in a respectful way.
2.) How i had acted in a submissive way on many occasions.
And many more.
My friends were always bragging about sexual conquests, and i honestly wondered why it was that i never shared the same feelings as they do towards Woman, was i weird?
I have had many interests in my life as i'm sure we all have in that, you don't pursue the interest for whatever the reason may be.
But the interest i had in Femdom was different. I'm not saying i could foresee the future and knew that it was me before at least knowing a few details about BDSM and especially Femdom, But something really clicked upon the "discovery"
I had often fantasized about Femdom scenarios in many shapes and forms before beginning to look into the lifestyle, and just under a year ago i stumbled across Second Life
The reason for coming to Second Life was just purely as a further way of socialising and i was genuinely curious to see what it was about,
I can't explain how lucky i feel to have come across The Dominion, it has been a complete gateway to open my mind and realize many of the feelings i have thought and experienced for many years in a way that i wasn't viewed as "strange" or "different".
I had begun my first relationship just over 6 months ago, which ended in a pretty bad way just over a month or so ago now and i honestly feel that i have learnt a great deal from it, although looking back i shouldn't have put myself through the experience so early on if i'd have listened to the advice given at the time.
But during my first relationship experience, despite the bad ending i felt indescribable feelings and really began to "know" that this was who i am, what i craved. The craving to please a Mistress by doing whatever it takes.
I can confidently say that nothing gives me more pleasure then completely submitting to a Woman whom respects herself, handing over all control, giving my mind, body and soul to the right Mistress, the feeling of pure bliss when hearing words such as "Good boy" after doing something pleasing.
It is an absolute honor and great privilege to be sat listening to Everybody here. The combined wealth of knowledge and experience from many perspectives, couldn't be found anywhere else.
I am so excited to grow and develop as a submissive, and look forward to the future in the hope that one day i can make a Mistress very happy and very proud.
Thank you to A/all at The Dominion, i can't imagine life without you!
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