My confession
First let me say that it has been over three months since I have been in the Dominion and i send my most humble greetings to everyone there that may remember me from last year.
I write this confession tonight somewhat torn by competing forces. Mistress Destiny wants it from me and wants me to talk about her Dallas trip. At the same time my natural desire to keep my RL Private pulls me back and even if I write there is no way I can include "steamy" details as my Southern upbringing forbids me from sullying my Mistresses honor in any way. (I know...a bit old fashioned but I am who I am)
But, in the end, Mistress wins out and a confession of her trip will be forthcoming.
I am not too sure where to go with it as everything about her trip -or almost everything- was put on Facebook or on her blog. I got to see Mistress for the last 3 days of her visit. She spent the first part with Miss Eloise who was, as I knew she would be, probably the perfect hostess for Mistress. It was Miss Eloise who answered the door when it was my turn to be with Mistress and once I heard her voice I knew right away it was her. She gave me a great hug and within a moment Mistress Destiny came out. She looked great and had a grand smile and also greeted me with a hug. So here I was, in the presence of two of the most revered Ladies in the Dominion, and I felt totally at ease. Mistress and I left and we had agreed only to have dinner at the Outback Steakhouse. Some of you may recall that we had a five month SL relationship that ended in November, however she still decided to make the trip over so we had a "play it by ear" attitude. It did not take long at all however for both of us to know that our time together was going to last much longer than just the dinner. I felt so incredibly at ease in Mistresses presence.
I had worried a bit about some of the vanity issues. Mistress had enjoyed Miss Eloise's hospitality in her very nice house and now she was coming to...well...The way i put it to her, right as we left Miss Eloise's house, was "You have been living for the past few days in the TV show Dallas. Now its time for the Dukes of Hazzard". She got a good laugh out of that and I never gave it a second thought. All the materiel stuff was out the window. The truth is we both enjoyed each others company immensely and though i started the time out fairly guarded, by the second day she had me addressing her as Mistress and yearning hard to fully submit to her. I am still amazed at how well we got along. I had alot of things "in the hopper" for her trip depending on how things went. If there was no connection, if we were just going to be, at the very best, friends, I had planned on taking her to my house and maybe meet my roommate and possibly catch a meeting and meet some friends. But the connection was so good i not only wanted, but looked very forward to, introducing her to my parents and showing off our family ranch. That would not have happened if there had not been a really good connection.
On her final day Mistress Destiny did Dallas...i mean...ummm...Mistress and i took in the sites of Dallas. It is here that I will throw my guard back up and just say that we had a fantastic day and ended it very well. Mistress may or may not want to elaborate but that is entirely up to her.
I will say this in conclusion though so that there is no doubt in anyone's mind about something. Mistress Destiny and I are a near perfect match. I don't think I ever stopped loving her or yearning very hard to give our lifestyle a go. It looks like it could very well happen and as a mutual friend of ours recently said on Facebook...I am over the moon about it. I don't show emotions too often. Its not in my character to do so. You know what...I am a guy. I plead guilty to that. But never let it be said that I am not very very passionate about Mistress Destiny. I have got to meet her and she is an incredible and Special woman who I truly hope and pray makes it back over here permanently and gives me the opportunity to fully and completely submit myself to her as a total slave. This can and will work :).
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