Monday, October 27, 2014

The Exquisite Corpse The Mysterious Femdom!


The Exquisite Corpse is a community writing project organized and edited by Lady Nej. Thank you Nej and thank you to all of our participants!



By: Diana, Eli, Madeline, Tempest, Paine & Bambi
Edited by Nej

She had this vague idea of all of this, and all that was in her mind was: How the heck was she going to do with a fucking ghost for a sub? The dumb spirit had no idea that he had been killed in a dungeon...now he was there, asking to be of service.

The spirit look around, and the surroundings were not clear. It was as if the whole world was covered with layers of mist. The gray walls added to the effect. Looking around, the spirit saw people moving around, some passing right through him, not aware of his presence. "Hey there", he spoke to the Lady who approached him, she didn't see him, nor was she aware of his non stop hellos. What happened to me, he wondered. Why can't people see me? Am I dead, have I become a ghost? Oh my, what am I going to do? How can be I be of service if I am dead. A dead ghost service sub? I must be the first of my kind.

As I move amongst the others that inhabit this world -- the the sightless, the clumsy, the unenlightened, the common man, -- I find them uninteresting as companions, but amusing to hunt.  During the day, I break into their empty homes, carefully picking their locks or sneaking in a basement window.  I touch their silky things and I roll gleefully in their beds.  Sometimes, I pull delectables from their kitchens, but mostly, I retire to a basement or an attic to wait for my prey.  I have been quietly subduing them in these prosaic spots for years and dragging them home for dinner for as long as I can remember.

Dinner was a sumptuous affair, resplendent with the rarest finds that scatter the forest. A rich hunting ground to replenish the larder.  Today's feast consist of root vegetable, stuffed baby pig, roasted slowly on the spit, the crackling evenly salted. As is tradition, the pig's mouth was stuffed with an apple; but, I like to add a little something to tradition; out of evenly bored holes through the apple were five slimy grubs. A little hard not to notice as it made quite the statement. It's not quite the same without sun dried newts arranged around the roasted carcass, their sunken eyes peering out in silent complaint. I chuckle a little, as I place a a small flower in the mouth of one. "So pretty," I murmur. My dinner companions remain silent, adding to the eerie air about the group. Each one strapped to their dining chairs with black silken ropes. Their mouths gagged in the same manner.

They were pretty specimens each one, a little worse for wear perhaps after all these years, but beneath the bruises there were sensuous lips, hard lean bodies, and amongst them a pair of piercing crystal eyes that sparkle, watching carefully. I'm rather fond of those eyes, they radiate a steely intelligence. They are all cherished pets, but I like him the most. I raise my eyes to meet his and was not disappointed to find our eyes locked together. I smile, as I smooth the flimsy blood red fabric of my gown, chosen because of the contrast between the deep red hues and my pale translucent skin, that somewhat illuminated the room. Candles glowed from silver candelabra, casting a dim light in contrast to my own luminescence. I walk over to him as I addressed the room, "Are you hungry boys?" and from behind I skilfully untied the gag from his mouth, allowing the dark silk to slide and fall to the floor; other eyes flash to attention at my words.

Watching the silk scarf slowly float to the floor, I should be terrified but I'm not as I move through the chill of death and decay unnoticed, creeping closer and closer towards the front of the crowd. My senses are on fire with the scent of his fear thick in the air and the pounding of his racing heart like a jack hammer in my mind. Drop by drop, beads of sweat form on his brow, slowly roll down his flushed face and come to rest on his clinched jaw before falling off. "Are you hungry?" she muses to a dimly lit room filled with lusting monsters hungry with an unforgiving appetite for blood. Their cold, dead eyes glaring up at her and then quickly darting back at him with anticipation. My heart's beating with pure hatred now as I finally reach the edge of the crowd, "Yes I'm hungry you fucking dead bitch, but what I thirst for is justice, not blood and I shall have it, have it at any cost. The boy is mine and I will take him!"

I stalked across the field crop in hand.  Grabbed his collar and dragged him to an ancient, oak tree, tying his wrists then ankles behind his back around the huge trunk.  His naked body shone in the moonlight, and I smacked my crop against his cock, hard.  As it slammed into his balls  I saw him jump and struggle against the chains.  I pulled my arm back, and then jerked forward bringing it down hard on his balls  “That’s one boy,”…. Crack…. It sounded again hard against his already red cock…. “Two, boy”, I stated flatly, “Three.”  He whimpered in pain as he jerked again pulling against the restraints.  “Four,” I called out again, as he whispered, “Thank you Miss.” As I cropped him, his cock grew harder and harder, "What a slut," I teased as I continued whacking his cock in fast even strokes.  “You excited toy?” I barked as I smacked his cock  again.  “No Miss,” he stammered. “Well you will be”,  He moaned again, and I could see his cock was hard.   I reached down, and grabbed it,  slapping it, before stroking it..   The mix of pleasure and pain was torture.  I watched his face grimace with pain as the drops of cum began to leak from his hard cock.  “Don’t cum boy I commanded,”   He groaned again louder, grunting from the pressure as my hand slid over his hard cock stroking harder.

The End



By: Eva, Tam, Gabrielle, Susannah, Panther & Crissy
Edited by Nej

She heard her old Mercedes as it sputtered and coughed, groaning as it turned out of the drive and raced away from the house. It's been a long time since that car peeled out from anywhere. It's more used to languorous weekly drives to town to run errands, ending with a loving top off of its tank. It's probably in shock. She could hear the man's desperation in the screech of the wheels and the frantic rev of the engine. There was no chance of catching him now. But it didn't matter. She took a deep breath, and did a quick survey of the room. It was what she supposed one would call the parlor in an old, more than slightly dilapidated farm house. A few pieces of furniture were placed like sentinels around the room: a dubious looking wooden chair with flaking blue paint, what used to be called a hope chest, now filled with old newspapers and Sears Christmas catalogs, and a small lacquered end table with a faded doily on top. An ornate fireplace dominated one side of the room, topped with a faux Napoleonic Empire hawk that looked down at her menacingly, as if he too were outraged at his incongruity. Crouching down, she picked up the grey striped shirt the man had dropped in his haste. Her fingers bunched the brushed cotton together and kneaded it softly as she stood up. She figured there was probably ten miles worth of gas in the car, give or take. She'd have to go out and get him at some point, but not just yet. She figured she'd let him suffer a bit. He'd left everything behind as he ran out of the house, even his wallet. There was nothing for miles and miles, not even a neighbour, never mind a gas station or telephone. Besides, he didn't know the area. She didn't dislike the idea of him being lost and helpless. If it weren't for the inconvenience, she might have even relished it. Why couldn't he have just trusted her, she wondered. Then she stopped, tilted her head and looked over her shoulder. She'd heard the chains in the basement gingerly start to rattle. She dropped the shirt to the floor. She better go deal with the other one first.

Because this one seemed to need a rest. After hours in the dungeon where She tortured him with salt on his feet, then calling the goats in, he was not in the best shape anymore. So She laid him back in the coffin and turned Her attention to the other one. A mean expression draw around the edges of Her lips, then She posed in front of him, knowing he couldn't move a bit. Not his body, not his hands, barely his mind. In front of the fire, She started to sway Her hips, then Her whole body in slow seductive moves, knowing in what state She would lead him without mercy. In the flickering light of the fire She danced his eyes out of the head, his mind out of his body and his cock in a useless erection. His unsteady panting breath and every now and then a dry swallow told Her that She had him ready for the next step.

She ordered him to undress immediately. When he hesitated, she quickly slapped his face, leaving him stunned; his cheek stinging from the slap and turning a bright pink.

"When I give you a command, I expect it to be followed...BOY." She said with a sneer. "Y...y...yes, Ma'am" he stammered and clawed at his clothing - trying to get it off quickly enough to avoid another slap...and her disapproval. She was holding the jar of mustard in one hand and had picked up a paintbrush with the other. "Come on, let's go - I want to see you covered in mustard before I return." She handed him the pot and the brush and turned to leave. "Oh and boy....don't you DARE miss a spot...or there WILL be consequences," she said in a low and dangerous tone.

Having just had her orgasm, and ordered him to clean the results of her squirting, she propped up on her elbows to watch him dutifully licking. Her boy begins with very gentle licks along her soaked seams, making sure to avoid her engorged clit in the process as he knows the punishment from that having experienced it before. Following her personal clean up, he backs away, still on hands and knees following the trail of her still warm cum. He smiles and shakes his head in amazement that she doesn't drown him in the process every time.

Closing his eyes to take a breath, then opening them again, he gasps in amazement to find himself in his car again. Tilting sideways in the ditch after the collision, his driver side window broken, the rain now coming in it and showering him. He shakes the water from his eyes and with shaking hands tries to get his fingers to work the seatbelt to release it. His head throbs in time to the fast beating of his heart and he feels a panic arise. He remembers... the dark figure, the chase, the crash... it all comes back in a rush. Fear grips him as he looks up and sees the dark figure looming just outside the car, waiting for him with a toothy grin.  


The End



By: Gaeth, Tika, Chaotic, Olive, Summer & Persephone
Edited by Nej

The stirring began. I don't know where it started, but I felt it in my limbs, and felt it moving inward to the core and I knew that I would open my eyes and see her standing over the coffin-like box in which she kept me. She'd be wearing that smirk of possession as she watched the power to move course through me. Then she would say, "Rise", and I would rise and follow her and she would use me until she was weary, and then I would die again.

All this I told the therapist that, listening with worried expression on her face, handed me one napkin after another so I could wipe my face of tears. I felt liberation by finally getting it all told, the nightmare, the humiliation, all the women who had humiliated and exploited me in the last few weeks of my life. In the beginning I was afraid that she, the therapist would not believe my story. I mean ... some people find it hard to believe that there are places like Dominion, where evil women live out their secret sadistic desires on innocent victims like me. Some people would think that I fantasized if I told them that these women, who seem to live ordinary lives as ordinary women are in fact demons, creatures without human emotions, able to turn themselves into these sex-hungry, bloodthirsty man-eaters when night falls. The therapist got up from her chair, after I had finished my speech and stood silent for a moment in front of me. I measured her with my eyes as if to read what she would say ...

Her face gave nothing away.  Then she began to speak. "You don't know the history of it. You can't begin to realize what is tied up in all of this. You will never know." She shook her head, the unreadable mask of her face fracturing just a bit, giving me a look into the horror of which she spoke. I was taken aback. I wanted to run, I wanted to hide, but to where?  We were stuck here, I was trapped with this broken person, with no way out.

Looking around I decided there were two ways I could handle this situation. I could embrace it or I could fight it. If I were honest with myself I would have to admit there was something inside me stirring in this situation. I was exhilarated and my excitement was growing with each passing moment. Focusing on the broken person next to me I began to see them with new eyes. No longer a leaden weight to be stuck with but someone with whom I could explore this dark side of myself. My mind froze for a moment as I realized what this thought meant for me and I came to terms with what I was about to do.

I quickly telephoned the take out shop and ordered Chinese. I needed a full meal in my belly to complete this task. It arrived quickly and I gobbled it up. Wiping my mouth, I realized that my hands were sticky with sauce and I snapped my fingers, summoning my slave who cowered behind a chair. I held out both hands as he licked them clean. His first meal of the day. I lay back and slowly pulled my skirt up, allowing him to peek at what was underneath. He slavered and begged. With another quick hand motion he went silent and I could see his eyes searching for glimpse of what made his world go around. I snapped my fingers again and he retreated back behind the chair. What a good boy he is! He has taken to training well. Perhaps I'll list him on Craigslist: Free filthy sub to good owner. Non returnable.

That was impossible to do he might get some super hot Domme who was too soft, his reward for being a shitty sod must be deliciously dastardly and cruel. I paced the floor in my Docs, still covered in subbie detritus, and pondered on his fate. His experience needed to be satisfying to me in a way he had never been.

The 'solution' presented itself soon afterwards in an unexpected and twisted way. A few days before Halloween I met up with an old friend, he was actually my father's friend but his range of knowledge and and deep philosophical ramblings made him a stimulating companion. We sat in a central coffee shop with autumn leaves swirling in the gutters and it is here in these innocuous surroundings that my sub's fate was sealed. The guy, Max, is very astute and certainly identified my Dommie predilections without me saying anything a long time ago. He also guessed that something was playing on my mind and asked me if I wanted to share it. I explained the situation without divulging too many details and said I would welcome any ideas as to how best to 'deal' with my boy. His solution almost resulted in coffee being expelled down my nose through a combination of laughter and shock. Once I had recovered we spent an hour discussing the finer details of a highly simple yet effective plan.

October 31st arrived, my Boy and I prepared to leave for what what I had described to him  as a kinky Halloween party. He was blindfolded for the journey, that sort of stuff has always thrilled him and up to now he had no reason to think I'd keep him anything other than safe. What happens next is 'the plan' that had been discussed. Before we came too close to our destination I stopped and cuffed him, all locked up and blind, perfect for my plan.

I turned off the road towards an ancient manor house and came to a halt on the graveled path. Doors slammed, voices were raised; I pushed him towards the door, which swung open as we approached. Another world unfolded before my eyes the sixteenth century true to every detail. Ensconced before a huge open grate sat five hooded and cloaked figures. Max's voice echoed in the vast expanse of the room,

'We are present to worship the Goddess present among us'

Thinking on my feet I responded with,

'I bring a gift with which you may celebrate the turning of the seasons'

I watched the night slip by, served wine and fruit by the other males present, I watched while they used the boy over and over until his arse no longer puckered but gaped red and bruised.

He never used his safe word.

Next day I left him there.

Removed all traces of his presence from my apartment.

Erased him from my life.

Sometimes I ponder if Craigslist would have been the gentler option; No...... that was the best Halloween ever I loved every moment of his humiliation and pain.

And,

I have met another boy who just might be the next Halloween sacrifice.

THE END

I Want by Lady Diana

I want you to want me in the roughest and obscene way that you know of.
I want to be covered in you, sweat, your breath and the words that escape your mouth with my hand in your cock at 3 a.m.
I want my teeth marks on you, bruises in your neck from all my kisses, hurting muscles that you can feel whenever you move.
I want secret marks that nobody knows about, and marks not so secret that people can see in you when you move your head in a certain way.
I want your tongue in my mouth and my fingerprints  in your ass.
I want you to know how your name sounds when it flows from my lips between a moan and a gasp.
I want you to feel the hunger I have for long going unfed.
I want to posses your body and your pleasure, but above it all I want you.

Confession by Lady Persephone

[This is a true story...]

Candles flickered in the side chapel; the bones of ancient ancestors settled deeper in the dust of centuries many feet below me. The statue of Our Lady gazed ever downwards as if watching over those whose memories had long been lost to the worms. I shuffled on my knees the names of those buried beneath carved on the marble slap that was my cushion.

It is freezing outside but my cheeks are flushed, hands clammy under the folds of my habit and I fear that my sins will never be forgiven for they are beyond the forgivable or perhaps it's because I don't believe; have never really believed. I begin reciting my sins to the Virgin knowing her cold demeanor will not thaw to my entreaties.

The chains of the turret clock rattle and creak as midnight approaches. I rise and pad towards the altar, a tomb containing some ancient saint's bones and along with them the sins of my earlier life. A howl of pure sorrow echoes in this hallowed place, mine. I tear at the altar cloth it's silverware clattering to the floor and prostrate myself across the stone. My lips move. I cannot be forgiven for I have no regrets and I would do it all again.

I push against the top stone. It yields almost too easily; smells of musty dampness rise and strike my nostrils. He lays there almost uncorrupted by the passing years, his naked body with dry skin peeling the only testament to his time in the tomb. I close my eyes and visions sweep across the intervening years of desolation and isolation.

Sacrilegious memories. His pale body nailed to the cross, here at this very spot. My whip across his puny almost fleshless buttocks rattling flesh against bone. The priest who promised his God chastity yet who worshiped me as the Goddess incarnate. ....Later a soft nipple placed between his lips and devoured in an archaic parody of transubstantiation.

Perhaps if it had been one moment of pure passionate insanity I might believe in my own salvation. Not one moment but scores of times leaving the chancel and nave littered with unholy fluids our breath condensed into tongues of infernal hellbent lust .

-----

He died All Hallows Eve some thirty years ago, his gluttony for pain and my yearning for the pleasure of torturing taken to its ultimate end. Those years of total mental and physical supremacy have fed my life of contemplation. When I kneel in prayer with my sisters, the rosary slipping through my fingers, I smile; dogma and doctrine pale when compared to my divinity.

Next Halloween he will lie unmolested as I too will be laid in a tomb and our story  will be  lost to the dust and cobwebs of time.

The Inquisitor Goes To Hell by Doc

The Grand Inquisitor looked forward to a busy day rooting out heretics, Jews, wizards, and witches from his beloved Spain.  Though he didn't really like the smell of burning human flesh, he simply thought of his job as one of purification.  He was, as laid out in The Book of Judges, pleasing God by burning these degenerates and turning them into smoke.
 
It was a shock when he emerged from his home and found everything in chaos.  Little did he know that he had been swept up from Spain in the Year of our Lord 1490 to Spain in a year of Satan:  1937.

“What’s going on,” he asked a passerby.  He had never heard such a thunderstorm in his life!  The woman stared at his strange clothing for a second and then just said, “They have encircled the city, the sons of bitches.  They’re fucking bombing us!”  He had no idea what ‘bombing’ was but he knew she had spoken impiously. “Sister, you need not use that language in front of a man of God.  She stared, said ‘fuck you’, and then raised her skirt.  “And to hell with you… priest.”

The Inquisitor was aghast.  He was in Satan’s Hell!  He must have died in his sleep and been taken off by demons.  He dropped to his knees, shaking.  The woman laughed at him.  “Kneeling to worship me, priest?”  He numbly looked up.  “You are a witch!  Possessed by Satan.  You are sent to tempt me.”  A verse of scripture that -- didn't quite match the circumstances --  crossed his mind: the words of Satan.  “All these things I will give You, if You fall down and worship me."  The Grand Inquisitor looked at the woman, his gaze pausing as it moved from her face to her breasts to her hips and…. She had now lowered her skirt – but he could still see in his mind what had been revealed to him moments ago.

She chuckled, looking down at the kneeling man.  “I see you noticed.  Now, before we are both killed standing here in this street, follow me.”  The inquisitor only then noticed that, though the thunder continued, the sky was blue.  “Strange” he thought.  As he looked up he saw birds that he had never seen before high overhead.  They shone in the sun like silver.  Their wings were spread wide and never moved.  They roared.  He had no idea what to make of these.

“You fool.  Follow me!” the woman said.  “Oh, and my name is Maria.”  She grabbed him.  “Hurry, they are bombers,” she shouted.  Only an instant later pillars of smoke and enormous crashes of noise erupted on the next street.  The inquisitor now began to wonder is Hell was simply eternal warfare waged by demons against demons, each bent on crushing sinners between their armies. “Certainly that must be it,” he thought, dimly recalling a very suspect book he had read years ago about Hell, writing by an Italian of dubious reputation; his name was Durante alle Zattere, or something like that.  He could not recall anything in that book, named Inferno, relating to demons fighting each other, but ….  The inquisitor, now following Maria, stared at her buttocks under a flimsy cotton skirt.  He knew it was a violation of the 10th commandment to look at Maria with lust, but – if he was already in Hell, then it was obvious he could not be condemned to Hell for gazing on her loins, right?

He then reasoned – in the same line –“If I’ve been judged a sinner and sent to Hell, then Satan is my new Lord and Master.  If this woman is a demon, I have no reason  NOT to engage in sin with her.”  He looked at her breasts.  “I am beyond the purview of the commandments of God, since I am no longer a servant of Him,” he said aloud without thinking.

“Priest, you better get moving or we’re going to get blown to bits!  Here, follow me into this basement!”  He obeyed her instantly.

Once they were under the protection of the huge concrete building, Maria turned to him and said, “I heard you say you are no longer a servant of God.  So, I have a proposition to make you.  What about becoming *my* servant?”  A huge explosion, very near, made the man start shaking.  “Whatever you want, demon!  Whatever you demand!”
 
She smiled, trying to look innocent.  “Well, you could start by worshiping me!”  He nodded vigorously.  She decided that she had nothing to lose with this strange male person, so she then said, “Promise me you will love, honor and obey me for all time!” (Maria had a sense of humor.  Besides, messing with this guy’s mind was a distraction from the German bombers overhead.  She didn't even want to think about the Italian troops closing from the north and east.)

He said nothing at first, so she pressed her luck. “Now!  I want you to promise!”  She pulled up her dress so he could see her better.  She had no underthings left.  They’d long since been left behind.

“Promise to obey me!” she shouted.  He nodded.  “Yes, I promise, demon.  I am yours forever, spawn of Satan.”  (Maria had no clue what this meant.  It sounded just like the thing a weird priest would rattle on about….).

“Again,” she said!  “Say it and mean it!  And then add, ‘I will sin with you forever and ever amen.”

“I promise to love, honor and obey you for all time.  I will sin with you forever and ever amen.”

It was an instant later when a bomb flattened the building in which Maria and the Inquisitor were hiding.  Flames quickly erupted.  The two were trapped in the fire.  She died quickly.   He screamed as the flames burned into his flesh.  He could smell his burning flesh.  Soon it was over.  He turned into smoke.

Maria and The Inquisitor  arrived at the Gates almost at the same time.  The only words they heard were, “You have renounced the right to enter here.  Return to spend all eternity to your lord and master.  And they fell into The Pit of Eternal Fire, united there for all time.  She was indeed his new goddess – but he learned quickly that she was truly demonic.  He suffered under her power.  He was bound for all time to love, honor and obey her.

Maria took full advantage of her power.   The Inquisitor was to pay for his sins Forever.

What Lurks In The Heart Of Man by Lady Axelle


Part I

Nocoli pulls up to the nondescript building in our cities abandoned business district, the one that never quite recovered after the dot com bubble burst. He turns down Trentemoller and searches for my eyes in the rear view mirror. I remove the band from my wrist, gather my hair into a loose ponytail, lick my lower lip, and inhale deeply -- once, twice, a third time -- before I meet his gaze. My expression betrays the electric feeling running through me as I give him a blank nod and he exits the car, coming round to open my door. He holds out his hand and I step out into the cold crisp night, taking my case from his other hand.

All of my encounters follow the same script. I never know exactly how I’m found; my name is only whispered on the fringe of certain circles. The letters arrive in all states. Some are hand written on stationary as expensive as a good bottle of wine. Others come scribbled on binder paper, stuffed into envelopes with the address of the water company crossed out and replaced with my own. There is always the same aura of hesitation in the writings, the same sense of desperation, and they are always addressed, to “Miss”. I have the luxury of being selective. I can’t explain what sways my decisions, how I choose to facilitate one person over the other, but there is always a distinctive connection. I write my replies and warn against any deviation from my instructions. It has been long enough now, that the whispers sway any rebellious ideas.

I check the small remote in my back pocket and I enter through a side door, listening as my steps echo in the cavernous corridor. The lighting is dim, but I can see the clinical brightness ahead. I discover her exactly as I had expected, sitting on the north end of the table, nude, sans the blindfold. I can see she was truthful about her height and weight, something that I appreciate.  There have been times in the past where I had to leave on the account of untruthfulness. Appearance ceased being something I cared about long ago, but numbers have always mattered. Misinformed calculations can lead to dangerous situations. She knows not to speak, or to move, or to make any acknowledgment of my presence (per our letters).

I  place my case to the east and from it I remove my glass and a large bottle of water, setting them to my left at ten and eleven. I remove my trench-coat and place it over the back of the chair, taking a seat on the south end of the table. I examine her face more closely.  She has to be in her early forties. The laugh lines lead me to believe that, despite the isolation of her proclivities, she’s happy. The pillowy curve of her mocha cheek make me wonder how much I’d have to slap her in order to witness her blush. The stray bit of hair falling over her brow makes something inside me itch, but I refrain from reaching it over and pulling it from her scalp. Instead I reach over and languidly pour myself a glass of water, taking a small sip before removing the rest of the items from my case.

The ting of metal being placed on metal sets off a giddiness in me.  I can’t help but to softly hum. I arrange the smooth wood, the warm leather, the pleasure devices all in ascending order by height. I rise and place the case under the table as I go to setup the rigging. I eye the girl; she hasn't moved since I entered, though her breathing has quickened after hearing me lay out my tools. A grin spreads across my face as I unfurl some clear plastic sheeting; I watch as it billows before falling to the floor. I head back towards the table, standing behind her. I lean in. I see her shrink for the first time as she senses my proximity, an instinctual reaction when prey senses a predator. I look to the clock just over her shoulder and I smile. We are right on schedule. I remove her blindfold before returning to my seat across from her.

“Hello, Ramona. My name is Selene and I’m a torturer.”

What You Did by Anonymous

That clear, strained clinking of steel links under the duress of tension.
The creaking of leather bindings stretching to accommodate this new and furious pressure.
The sound of her calm, focused breaths at regular intervals, inches from my face.
My eyes open, crawling up from her midsection, to her intently staring eyes.
I feel my shoulder click when I go to take a particularly big breath.
Something had to give into the tension.
I felt suspended.
My arms held way above my head by her fist, the chairs of my wrist cuffs coiled about her fist which seemed rooted into the wall.

"What did you do!?"

She almost yelled into my face.
It took every ounce of self control not to even glance away.
I cold feel the heat of her words scotch my cheeks as they passed on the breeze.
She looked furious.
Hungry.
Before I could even speak, she growled, and grasped something at her hip.
I heard the *Click* *Sliiiiiiiiide*
My whole body tried to gasp in sudden fear.
The glint out of the corner of my eye.
That flash of reflected light piercing my soul as it could so easily do to my flesh.
She stroked the back of this blade across my stomach, touching cold steel to hot skin.
Tracing the reverse edge of the tip up past my diaphragm to the base of my ribs.
Then I felt it, that razor sharp tip faintly sting my body with just a feather's touch.
Frozen in fear, I barely even breath.

"Tell me what you did, pet...."

This time more melodic, calm, seductive...
Deviant.
Her tone of voice shifting now that I can't even move a muscle.
Even her eyes were softer.
Well, softened from the pure embodiment of raging fury, to the unquenchable hunger of a stalking tiger.
My lips quivered in stubborn refusal to form anything that could be described as intelligible language.
My brain a maelstrom of emotion, all permeated with that over arching shadow of fear.
The blade twisted so the edge was upward, and upwards it rose.
She lifted her hand carefully, drawing a white line in my skin from the little red bead she'd made before.
Far enough to stretch the fabric of my shirt taught over it's edge.

"I.. Without permission... I came, without permission... Mi-"

Cut off by my hands being pulled a little ways towards her, and slammed back into the wall.
Her eyes lit up with that roaring fire once more, glinting with such sweet deviance.
She knew already, of course she did.
But this was all part of her fun.
Her teeth clenched and muscles taught.
Her knee slammed to the wall between my thighs, Lifted to squeeze between my legs, and force mine apart.
She drew herself along side me, cheek to cheek.
She wanted me to feel her displeasure.

"You stole from me..."

I couldn't argue.
Not even for a second.
Not a breath.

"And what are you going to do to pay for what you stole, Slut."

That last word spat out like a bitter taste.
Lashed against my inner ear like a whip.
Scored into my waking mind with the same unbridled passion she used when marking my skin.
I cringed and faltered.
I stayed silent.
I listened to the tear of fabric strands, giving way to the resumed advance of unrelenting steel.
I was made intimately aware of the temperature of the air.
The proximity of her body.
My goosebumps greeted the light.
Her teeth greeted my neck, and I whimpered.
My shirt fell open and she removed the blade from against my body.
*Slam*
The blade being seated into the wall, trapping the chains of my restraints far above my head.
And that tell tale chuckle.
You know the one.
It translates to "You're so fucked right now."

"I think I'll make you work it off, but first...."

She slapped me firmly across the face.
It was sudden, so much so that I didn't even see her body position for it.
Returning from my daze of surprise I felt her tear my jeans open and grab her possession.
The other hand took a grip about my throat.
pressed right up above my collar and my voice box, sinking into the softness.
The vital-ness.
Tighter.
Tighter still.
getting comfortable at the point where my face flushed red and only soft slow wheezing breaths can be taken.
She ran her tongue across the top of my cheek, collecting the small tear that she'd milked from my eye.
A droplet of desperation.
Fear.
She stroked and manipulated my still frustrated body.
Scratching it with her nails.
Gripping it so tight I could squeak and beg.
Well, if I had any air.

"I'm going to enjoy making you apologise, for what you did."

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Impromptu Confessions 18/10/14

Life foists changes on you without reason or warning, and I am no exception to the rule. I find myself in a transitory period with several options before me. I know some of them will be painful but perhaps the more painful road is the better way in the long run. I could stay the path I am on which will have a change in circumstances all it's own, follow a path with painful changes that are major and have no real known direction beyond the first change or follow a new uncharted course that has tickled my curiosity. There is no rush to make a choice but I know that choose I must and so change is most likely in the offing. I only know for sure that change will happen and is happening as we speak. Time goes on and change is inevitable.



I get really immersed in whatever I'm doing and my work has been central to my life for a long time. I love my job, passionate about it but in the last year or so I've begun to feel jaded. Not wanting a traditional promotion and unsure which path to travel next I was open to explore new horizons. This summer opened my eyes to new opportunities and I know I am ready to seize them.


 It would be easier to describe anything static!  Really.  My body is more stable than my mind, which travels over centuries and ranges all over planet earth and beyond.  It's hard to keep my consciousness in any channels. Dommes past and present have come and gone -- and returned -- in just the last two months.  I'm yanked about. Structure? I write for this event every week.  I go to the gym at least three days a week.  I eat every day.  I sleep every night.   Everything else is flux.  I have no idea if the chaos is positive or negative.  I just hold on, wondering what's around the corner.


The biggest change that I've had recently... would have to be my own personal growth.  I have grown into my Dominance, grown into my confidence.  This has freed me to take the focus of myself... that insecure "what can I do to make them like me?" desire to focus on the people around me... Those who are close to me... It has helped me find balance and happiness.



Stopped caring for some people. They have been making life a bit difficult. Now I don't give a damn about them. That's the transition.