Impromptu Confessions 08/25/12

I wonder if Priapus will tell us if he is interested in a domme at Dominion

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I want to confess that I'm falling in love....and it scares me, but I can't control these feelings that are building in me day by day, that's all in her hands now, every bit of control.

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My first Dom session live rl was lastnight on cam. Loved it

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At night I lay back unable to sleep. I try but slumber dosn't take me. I rest my eyes laying there thoughts swirling. Mind at peace but sleep dosn't come. My mind wonders to you as it always dose. You fill my thoughts. I can feel you close. Your scent comes to fill my senses. I know it is not true. Though I keep my eyes closed. I allow my senses to continue. The thoughts coming. Your scent filling my nose. Your touch against my nude skin. You nails as they mark me lightly. The feel of your lips teasing over sensitive flesh. Your hair brushing against heated skin. I can feel the blood rush through my body. I can feel you there with me. I breath in deeply taking in your sent deeper. I can feel your teasing breath, hear your soft laughter. I am content to lay there with you. To be with you. Feeling the lingering need and want that you've etched into my being. Feeling it thrive and waken upon your command. I lay there relishing in that feeling. Allowing my body to sink into them. To fold around me like a warm blanket. And though I know your not here in reality, in the physical plane I know your thinking of me My Mistress. And I am able to slip into the soft slumber to give to you the desire you build upon the raising of the morning star, which is only half as radiant and warm as your voice is greeting me in the morning. Love you Mistress and hope that you know and will relies  who wrote this.... Though others may not.

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sometimes I can't stand my sub. he does not deserve me.

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One day here at the D I hope at trials, auctions and boot camp there will be a huge screen so we can all see the real life person selling himself or going through hell.

Might be fun for all :)

hahahaha

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I can't stop thinking of myself living in a world where all men are the slaves of women.  Born in slavery, inferior, dominated, degraded and humiliated.  Bought and sold....trained to serve under the harsh lash of the Mistress's whip.  The thought makes me weak, intoxicates me to think of myself living in such a world, weak, helpless and exposed.

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I realized I was a domme:

After having sex for a while and unable to bring the man to orgasm, I became irritated. I sat up, laid him back, placed my knee on his chest and my hand on his throat. "Do it yourself!", I yelled.

He came instantly.

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Feels all hot and sweaty getting fucked by my Mistress' strapon over and over my ass being ripped apart from the strain.  OOOOOOO Mistress!!!!! She smacks my slutty ass in response making me whimper in even more pain making me crave more.  I grab the bedsheets tight the pain ripping through my body with every deep and quick thrust she makes on me.

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I live the day by spending nights with my boy

I love orgasms, 

for me

he delivers 

time

after time

now he keeps a record

how many?

that's a secret

but it's more than some people have in a lifetime

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I must say that being at Dominion  has given so much to  personal growth, and identification.  I am very happy that this place exists, and the awesome staff that makes it work.

I am amazed how technology can bring us together, and also how it enable real life connections. I value this very high my life.

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i seen a boy in the CY.. he is owned now 

i wish i told him how i felt..

He is happy and i feel awful

hoping it will not work out for him and her

My heart races when i see him and my heart crush

when she tp in and leash him

I wish he was mine

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On the outside, I am a Domme, strong, confident, plotting to take over the world...one day, but inside, I am afraid, scared sometimes, it bothers me to know that my social anxiety has risen to the heights of mountains over the last few years, so much so, that I cut myself off of people when they get too close for comfort.

I really envy people who have lots of friends, not so much that they can't keep track but that everyone knows who they are and becomes excited to be seen somewhere by them. It hurts to know I am alone. Trying to wrestle with myself through the stresses of RL only to try to be what I want to be in this virtual world we have all found and contribute to when we log in.

I only hope that things for me change, that I can let go of the fear and be happy, find what I am looking for and feel better about myself.

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Life changes so quickly and veers off on so many different roads that before we know it we are in a place we never knew we could end up in. I have always been impulsive .. this   has got me into a lot of trouble  in the past, but for now it seems to have brought me some of the happiest moments Ive had on here in a good while. I have found that opening myself up to be accepting of other people loving me has done just that. I have also discovered that Iove and attraction can take many forms .... who knows where I will end up this time next year.

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There once was a boy named Meraxes

Who was always late with his taxes.

He was in quite a spot

And was made a tea pot

He's learned to never be lax (es).

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Miss Zarita makes me smile hearing her voice.  Wish she'd whip me to death.

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There once was a domme called Zarita
Who was knownn as a  subby boy beater
With her tongue she could lash
with her fists she could bash
In her own femdom porn she could feature