Sunday, November 7, 2010

Seraph's Auction

Seraph’s Auction

My first time at the Dominion was not for the auction in which I was stripped naked and put on public display… You may have actually seen me around before… I looked different a few years ago when I first stopped by, my avatar had a few more tattoos and of course, I had clothes on back then. I was one of the lost ones, a wandering male Avatar who came in to the Dominion to look around. I don't know why I was drawn here. I was always intrigued by the ideals of female power and no matter how many dozens of SL sites I explored I would always wander back to the Dominion every week or so to have a look around.

In the early days of my exploration I remember the Dominion as being an odd, strange, and alien landscape full of pathetically kneeling males and unapproachably beautiful women. I never knew what to make of the place, at the time I felt disdain for those poor males who were on their knees all the time and confused arousal towards the women who ruled. I thought about trying to get involved with the Dominion but the idea of kneeling all the time seemed a bit ridiculous to me and yet I had some regrets.

My early days of SL ended after two years. Yes I had made a few long term friends in Second Life but I felt that I was missing something. The vanilla girlfriends I was with before I entered the scene cast me as a dominant and I carried that persona into Second Life. The sexual experiences I had on Second Life began to get dull as the submissive girls that I tended to attract no longer brought any sense of arousal or interest. I thought all sex was losing its appeal to me and I mistakenly believed a break from Second Life was in order. My reemergence into RL brought with it a deeper exploration into the local Philadelphia BDSM scene and a dawning realization of who I was sexually. It took me a while to understand that my disconnect as a dominant-switch was due to the fact that I was only truly happy sexually in those rare times when I was allowed to be submissive.

It took me 36 years before I truly knew and could claim my identity as a sexually submissive male, something that I eventually began to appreciate, accept and take pride in. In RL I had increasingly toppy partners who enjoyed the power that I gave them but something was still missing for me. I needed more than to be topped, but what I yearned for was still vague and elusive.

I cannot say why I was drawn back to Second Life but I as fortune would have it I reentered SL just in time to find my way to a very auspicious action block…

I logged in on one of the rare Saturday’s I have available for SL and was contacted out-of- the-blue by my friend who told me I had 10 minutes to get ready before I was auctioned off at the Dominion. My friend and I had discussed my desire to delve into my submissive side. I thought it was going to be a gradual exploration, I had no idea I was going to be coated with honey and dropped into the thick of it! I had been to a real life slave auctions at the local dungeon and did not think a Second Life one could be much worse… oh how wrong I was…

I didn't know what to expect as I rezzed into the Dominion Auction ground but I began to feel some very real life emotions edging through me as I maneuvered into the beautiful throng of powerful Mistresses and bound submissives on my way to the front of the stage. I was told to strip and take my place hanging with the other cattle like a choice piece of meat at the county fair.

I have no problem being naked in front of groups in real life but when I looked out into the lag generating forces of the Dominion that stared back at me I felt anxiety more powerful than any I had experienced in RL. I am one of the older avatars in the sim and I had never felt real trepidation before, yet hanging naked in front of the Dominion humbled me immensely. I was even more surprised when it was my turn to be bid on.

The throng of attendees had had increased the lag to the point where my avatar was having a very difficult time moving about, I was told to sit on the pedestal. Unable to see anything except what was directly in front of me my avatar kept trying to sit on top of Miss Evangeline's Podium. I remember that I swore at the computer screen as my skin turned a peculiar shade of red. It is normally very difficult to embarrass me but with so many eyes on me, I was failing hard, fortunately my avatar maintained his composure.

My humiliation became more manageable once I was eventually on the pedestal and the attention of the room became more inquisitive. Oddly once I was in place seemed that the ladies where the shy ones as few wanted to speak up and ask me questions. The silence did not last too long as the queries eventually began coming. Soon the ladies of the Dominion where checking my teeth and hind quarters as they had me demonstrate my propensity for moaning loudly and emoting orgasms online.

I must admit to being a bit ignorant of the rules of The Dominion and I made the mistake of addressing a lady improperly. Fortunately for me the woman with sultry voice I had insulted was undaunted by my bad manners and promised to take it out of my ass later. A threat I was grateful she kept when she upped her bid. Moments later the he auction was ended and I was bought and paid for.

I was in a bit of a daze as I made my down from the pedestal. I really wanted to get out of the lag and Lady Jade provided me a teleport to her private hang out. Once I arrived it was explained to me that I was now owned by not one Lady of the Dominion but two. Lady Jade and Lady Roxana share things equally and I would be theirs. I never claimed to be the sharpest tool in the shed and I didn't understand the gravity of what had just transpired, indeed in those hours after the auction it seemed as if nothing much had changed. It wouldn't be till later when Lady Jade took me on a tour of the Dominion that my world would be shaken to its core.

When we had free time Lady Jade put a collar on me and I experienced being leashed. I was led around and shown more of the Dominion and I was in awe of its magnificence. We made our way back to the courtyard where I was commanded to kneel before Lady Jade. The fact that I fell to my knees without question or a second thought should have been my first clue something had changed irrevocably within me.
Her Sultry voice controlled my attention and she informed me that my balls and cock were now hers. Something stirred deep inside me and the long dormant switch flipped in my head. I now understood what I was looking and searching for. I yearned to be controlled and I understood the truth of who I was when she claimed me.

Lady Jade likes to take her time playing with her boys and at her hands I experienced more than I was ready to comprehend. The monumental orgasm she ruptured out of me that first night was breath taking and awe inspiring, it was an explosion of ecstasy in many years in the making which reached to all parts of my psyche.

A few days later I played with with Lady Roxana. My first cam experience was both intense, humiliating, and deeply erotic, Lady Roxana is the kind of devious hardcore Domme I had been secretly dreaming about playing with. I realized how lucky I was to be bought by two such strong and powerful women. They told me that they had only scratched the top of the surface in playing with me and soon I would learn how much there was to be taught about the art of male submission.

I am currently being held in chastity and writing this story for the pleasure of my Mistresses. They take pride in controlling and dominating that most intimate part of myself and it is my pleasure to give it to them. It is odd that I was once confused about why the males kneel, now sitting at my Ladies feet is my greatest pleasure. I feel sorry for all the lost males who have not yet been commanded to kneel. .

When I first joined Second Life I was told by a friend that "SL is not about finding what you want, it is about experiencing what you need." I am grateful that I was put in my rightful place at the Dominion.

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